A Poem: Broken to be Built

I don’t think there’s words to describe this kind of pain, or this kind of beauty, or Your kind of mercy. I don’t know what to do with myself but I do know feeling the morning dew on my toes, and the wind across my face, and the sun upon my back, while the children […]

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A Poem: Hide and go Seek, Tag

“How are you?” is just a courtesy or is it? maybe I’m just being pessimistic. I want comfort so badly but to let people in means to open up. To open up means to feel everything; every feeling. This is what scares me. Maybe it’s good for life to not be so agreeable. It’s in these […]

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A Poem: O World, O God

Stop trying to get my attention There are too many commands What do you want from me, O World? You always leave me with empty hands. You don’t care about me You never did You’re angry because I love your Enemy. You and your philosophy and shiny toys it’s all a facade. Every word that […]

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A Poem: The Chase

Mysterious Interesting Quiet Close, yet so distant. Who are you? Open your doors or a window Let me look at you. I wanna see past your eyes into your mind I wanna see past your chest into your heart. I think you’re afraid to get too close But alas, you still want closeness. Are you […]

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A Poem: Humans and Birds

Come look! The humans are playing back and forth, too and frow then rest is taken maybe they’ll play again tomorrow I hear the song of average birds But if you add up one hundred average things you get something special something… enjoyable Do birds have fun? Or are they secretly programmed to do the […]

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This Year’s Reflections

Looking back on this past year, well, it’s just nice to slow down and take a deep breath. Similarly to most people, I feel like all the time has flown by. But I don’t want to be one who just goes with the flow of time, I want to own my time. I think I’ve […]

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My First Love and My Best Love

Lately I’ve been reflecting and diving into the things/ activities that I really enjoy. I am currently developing a deeper appreciation and fondness of pottery. I am getting back into climbing and bouldering after taking a short break. What I really love about these two activities is the beauty in each of them. There is […]

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Faithfulness of The Lord

The Lord has been faithful to me in such a fresh way this week. He has exposed me, all of my faults, expectations, and insufficiency. I feel so naked before Him. Being exposed is very uncomfortable. Knowing that someone can see all of you– skin, bones, scars, heart, shame, secrets, fantasies, thoughts, desires, fears, and […]

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