yes

10 ways asked
9 ways redirected 
"let me lick your pussy"
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the bliss of being wanted 
morphed into the guilt of withholding 
persistence has always had its way with me
has a way of breaking down my boundaries
it cares not of my hopes 
nor my dreams
its seduction is misplaced 
culpability the kind forced by
toxic masculine ingenuity 

and I know I have a choice

but it feels like an illusion
when my heart is in their calloused hands
ripe for strangulation 
so I lock away my inner child 
put a chromium face on
and say 
yes